The Snow has Melted
I haven't blogged in a long time. It's not that I've been that busy. It wasn't because I didn't have anything to say. Sometimes when I'm really not doing well, I want to hide that. It's too raw to put out on the world wide web. I've still been writing all winter long, but it's been inside the pages of a journal instead of behind a keyboard. I've been going through some stuff. Stuff too ugly to describe on here. Only a few people knew what I was wrestling with, and those who only knew I was having hard time attempted to comfort me by saying I'd feel better once Spring was here. That Winter was just so hard and cold. As sweet as they were, their well-meaning explanations frustrated me. Clearly, they didn't understand the severity of the situation. Did they honestly think I'd feel better just because the snow had melted? And here's the crazy part. They were pretty much right. I look around and it truly feels ...