Unexpected Sorrow
A few months ago, we were in the middle of packing and moving. I was crazy overwhelmed and my sweet hubby kept repeating, "Just wait til September." Ahem, I don't know if you know this, but it's almost November. Unfortunately the transition of moving lasts beyond the moment you sign paperwork at closing. There's still so much to be done - unpacking, decorating, change of address, new house projects, etc. And we've decided to change banks and home/auto insurance companies on top of everything else, only adding to our never ending To-Do list. Needless to say, hubby has since changed his comforting phrase to, "Just wait til January." Truth be told, and with rawness at center stage - It's been a long time since I've felt great emotionally. Which inevitably leads me to struggle spiritually. (Sorry JC.) It began when I was carrying Ruby and it was really hard to tell if it was pregnancy hormones, or then if it was postpartum depression, ...